Showing posts with label Faith. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Faith. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Extremely Necessary but Incredibly Difficult.

Today is day 4!
Of what you may ask.
Of something so extreme I am beyond shocked I can say I am at day 4.
Am I intriguing or enticing you to read on?
Truthfully this blog entry is really more for me than you but hey if you're gonna read it and say some nice encouraging things then that works for me.

If you've known me any length of time you know that I have frequent stomach ailments and have seen a couple of docs, endured some not so pleasant tests and have virtually NO answers. You would also know I am OVER IT!

The straw that broke the camels back came last Tuesday when we had family in town and went to eat at Carolina Ale House. By the way, LOVE their food. Knowing how good my choices had been for several weeks in a row and the probiotics I have been taking for about 4+ months I figured a little treat would be harmless. So, I ordered their turkey club wrap which comes with fries.
Do I know anything fried usually makes me sick? Yes. Should I have made this choice? Probably not. Did I take into consideration the good eating/probiotics and think I would be OK? YES!!!
NOT SO MUCH!!
By the time we arrived at Toys R Us to spoil my niece I was in agony. I headed straight to the bathroom where I stayed for a good 10 minutes. Ok fine, right? No. After re-joining my family and the excited 2 and 1/2 year old for a grand total of 1.5 seconds I was headed back to the bathroom where I stayed for the reminder of visit there. Ok, so that was only another 10 minutes but still...
The next morning I made homemade pancakes for everyone and we all enjoyed some mini cadbury eggs.
Well, that was the icing on the cake and I was sick the rest of that day and on into Thursday to the point I could barely eat.
That was it. I was tired, cranky, sick to my stomach and convinced gall bladder issues were part of the equation also.

Something needed to change and it needed to be soon and drastic. As I prayed that morning I remembered my Aunt Holly telling me about a documentary called Fat, Sick and Nearly Dead and because she had been so inspired by that (among other things) she had just begun a 30 day juice fast.
The guy doing it is Joe Cross and when he began to juice he was 100 pounds overweight and on all kinds of meds for an auto immune disease and his blood work was a mess. By the end of a 60 day juice fast he had lost all his weight, was no longer on medication and all his blood work was normal. It also chronicled another guy named Phil Staples but I'm not going to give that part away but lets just say his transformation is off the charts so go and watch it!
For my Aunt a juice fast is no big deal, she's done a one several times. After watching the documentary I was completely challenged. Challenged for my health and for my future. I don't want to be sick with stomach issues every other day and no my blood tests are not messed up and I don't take lots of meds every day but there's no doubt about it something is wrong and I'm not willing to get to that point.

So, I did something drastic. Joe recommends getting away, if you are able, for the first little while in order to kick start the fast. Something about being away from the norm. So, me, Jack and Jay hopped in the car Friday morning at 5am and made our way to Sarasota, FL to hang with my Aunt while I got this started. Now bear in mind I only saw the documentary Thursday morning. But after really praying and asking God what to do and then talking to B, we both felt it was time to go and really try this thing. No time like the present right? I had to shift some things around but B assured me nothing was more important than my health and at the end of the day I've tried everything else so I know this can't hurt.
So, here's the goal. 10 day juice fast. Possibly extended to 30 and if things are going really well, 60 days. That is what Joe Cross did and it changed his life.

When we arrived Friday evening we were exhausted and I knew sleep was first on my priority list since Saturday morning the fast would begin. I hadn't done much homework up to that point so my Aunt educated me as we sat on the porch to bring me up to speed. Because I am relatively healthy I didn't feel I needed medical approval to do this but, I should state it is recommended.
Also, I didn't tell anyone what I was doing beforehand (not that there was a lot of time anyway) because I don't need a lot of opinions or negativity.

On to the fast. We began juicing Saturday morning bright and early. Carrots, kale, celery, cucumbers, apples, pineapples, pears, ginger, strawberries, grapes, and spinach to name a few. Of course not all at the same time. :0)
I have to tell you, after that first taste I just knew this would be a long 10 days and forget about 30 let alone 60. But the taste grows on you and being the age I am I recognize tastes can change and you can re-train your palate to like anything. Still, I knew it would probably take awhile.

Day one was Ok. We went to the beach for a couple of hours and then just chilled the rest of the day.
Day two was harder. I felt sick and headachy, lethargic and just wanted to lay around.
Day three was better. We went to the beach and I stayed under an umbrella the entire time. I wasn't as tired and began enjoying the fruit juice more. The veggie, not yet. The beach was hard only in that everywhere I turned people were eating all the junk food I craved. Then when we got home I cooked dinner for the boys. Spagetti. One of my favorite dishes. WOW, that was tough. But I managed.
The hunger pains have been rough.
Day four (today) has been ok. The hunger pains aren't as bad but still there. I think I drank too much fruit juice today so that wasn't very fun, if you get my drift. ;0)

I'll be driving home on day six and all the information I've read agrees that by then I should be feeling amazing. Lots of energy and raring to go. I'm not worried about it. God has been part of this since its inception and He won't be leaving anytime soon.

Something cool happened tonight, not that I should really be surprised. He's just that amazing of a God.
I sat playing Bananagrams with the boys in my Aunt's lanai after cooking them one of my and their fave dinners (rave 'n' ravioli). I was trying to be social all the while my body is screaming for the left overs which, may I add would no doubt make me sick. God, in His goodness gave me a revelation.
Doing this juice fast/life style is kind of like believing in God.
I can't see God, I can't see inside my body.
But I see unbelievable results in my life as a result of believing in and serving/seeking God.
I will see unbelievable results if I continue to seek out and choose a healthy life style.

God is at work. I don't know if I'll make it 10 days, 30 or 60 days. But He knows. And knowing He has the answers before I even ask the questions is good enough for me.

Keep checking in because I plan to document how this whole thing goes in effort to encourage myself and hopefully others.
Feel free to leave any encouraging comments.

1 Corinthians 10:13
So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God.

Friday, September 09, 2011

STAND!!

EPHESIANS 6:10-17

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A final word: Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on all of God’s armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of the devil. 12 For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.

13 Therefore, put on every piece of God’s armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will still be standing firm. 14 Stand your ground, putting on the belt of truth and the body armor of God’s righteousness. 15 For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News so that you will be fully prepared. 16 In addition to all of these, hold up the shield of faith to stop the fiery arrows of the devil. 17 Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

There are times in life when you feel like you have been knocked down.

There is no more wind in your sails or breath in your lungs.

In the moment it feels sad and hopeless.

There is an overwhelming sense of failure and defeat.

All of life seems to be closing in or crashing down around you.

This is when you STAND.

You stand firm knowing that God is there in your midst and sees all the tears you cry.

You stand firm knowing that God has not left you now and will not leave you in the future.

You stand firm knowing that He has set your feet on a rock. And that rock is HIM.

You stand firm knowing that whatever trial or test you are going through, if you let Him, His glory will be revealed.

You stand firm knowing that the peace which passes all understanding will walk with you through this and will never fail you.

You stand firm knowing He loves you, gave His life for you and now intercedes for you as He sits at the right hand of the Father.

This is how to stand and this is how I am standing today!

Thank you Jesus.

Psalm 59:9-11

You are my strength; I wait for you to rescue me,
for you, O God, are my fortress.
10 In his unfailing love, my God will stand with me.
He will let me look down in triumph on all my enemies.

11 Don’t kill them, for my people soon forget such lessons;
stagger them with your power, and bring them to their knees,
O Lord our shield.

Psalm 119:89-90
89 Your eternal word, O Lord,
stands firm in heaven.
90 Your faithfulness extends to every generation,
as enduring as the earth you created.


Monday, January 10, 2011

Faith in WHAT?!

Brian and I were watching old episodes of LA Ink yesterday while the boys were skating. I am completely fascinated with tattoos and tattooing.
The thing I like the most about LA Ink is they tell you all the stories of the clients and the reason for the tattoo.
A beautiful woman came in the shop and was getting her first tattoo from Corey (who is no longer on the show) of the word Faith on the inside of her wrist. Anytime anyone gets anything "christiany" I wait with expectancy for the reason why.
Now, at first look you would think this woman was a model. It turns out she is a WWE Raw wrestler. She then went on to explain how no one ever said she could make it as a wrestler or believed in her and she said but I went out and I proved them all wrong because I had FAITH that I could do it! So I sat there waiting for the climax of that statement. I knew what I wanted it to be. I wanted her to say because of my Faith in God I knew I could do it.
But that isn't what she meant at all. She had faith in herself. I was disheartened.
Later as Brian and I were on our way to small group it hit me that just as people use the term "I'm a Christian" yet live their own way Monday through Saturday I'm hearing that word faith thrown around so loosely more and more.
They are having "faith" in just about anything but God these days.
Faith in their careers, faith in their spouse, faith in their family or friends, faith in the future, faith in finances, faith in their Pastor or church. And most of all Faith in THEMSELVES!!!
In small doses faith in these "things" isn't all bad but at the end of the day if we don't have Faith in God none of those "things" matter. They aren't what saves us.
And as believers we have to be ever vigilant and aware of who we are really putting our Faith in.
Hebrews 11:6 And without FAITH it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him.
So, examine yourself (I know I am), who or what do you really have faith in?